we'll be back later, lovies

I’m in California dreaming about who we used to be
When we were younger and free
I’ve forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet

I must’ve called a thousand times
To tell you I’m sorry for everything that I’ve done
But when I call you never seem to be home

If I haven’t told you how much I hate working with images let me just–

I mean I might’ve mentioned it 10000 times when the fox covers started getting problematic but–

I hate working with images

but now and then I forget how much I hate it, and I get it in my head to find pictures to go with the writing thought process. and then I try, and I get angry almost immediately, but by then I’ve already started so I might as well finish, so I just sort of grouch my way through it. so here, have a shitty little poster of shadows & trigger warnings

((seriously how do you guys do it))

and by how I mean why, bc jfc

insp by Adele’s Hello, which I heard for the first time today. It finally connected the dots between original Monochrome & new Monochrome. I have a path, now I just gotta carve it out of the wreckage.

((Unsurprisingly most of this stress & headache has been about a couple that is not made up of either of the main characters. why me. why. leave me here to die.))

sources, sort of: 1. sorry 2. knife 3. heart 4. candle 5. ring 6. roses